So with the advent of my new blackberry I can type memos to myself to post on my blog where ever and whenever I want. Tonight is one of those times that thoughts boil over and I have to write about it. One day it is my intention that my daughter will read these words and get a bit of an idea of who her mommy is and what she is about. How crazy in 25 years Lia Rose may be reading this and discovering things about me that she never knew. I was just speaking to my dear friend Alysa who is a daily blog reader (hello, leave some comments!). Alysa knows me well as we worked together for two years. Besides working together we became very close friends. She told me that this blog is "totally my personality." She'll read a post a say, "uh oh she is nuts today (my words not hers), she can tell when I am optimistic or being silly. Of course we all can get that in any one's post but I guess what I try to convey is true emotion. How I am feeling at the moment. My own version of reality TV.
This blog means so much to me. It gives me an outlet to release my feelings. The friends I am making are priceless. To be able to let my family and outside of the blog world learn about my journey is amazing. However at the end of the day this will be about YOU Lia-Rose. I want u to know the deep love that we have felt for you from day one. I want you to know who your dad and I are and what we were like before we had you. I want you to know who you are. That is what I hope for my child the most. To know and love everything she is. Perhaps one day this blog, no doubt outdated by the time you read this, will be just one piece of your story.
(See what can happen when you are stuck in line at the Port Authority, you never know what you will write! Thanks for sharing my ride home!)
This blog means so much to me. It gives me an outlet to release my feelings. The friends I am making are priceless. To be able to let my family and outside of the blog world learn about my journey is amazing. However at the end of the day this will be about YOU Lia-Rose. I want u to know the deep love that we have felt for you from day one. I want you to know who your dad and I are and what we were like before we had you. I want you to know who you are. That is what I hope for my child the most. To know and love everything she is. Perhaps one day this blog, no doubt outdated by the time you read this, will be just one piece of your story.
(See what can happen when you are stuck in line at the Port Authority, you never know what you will write! Thanks for sharing my ride home!)
1 comment:
It's true! I love your blog. Reading it daily makes me feel like I still see you everyday.
I miss those days :)
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